After a matter. Here comes another matter.
FREAK IT. Why are there so many things between us?
After overcome 1 matter. Another matter come again. DARN !
Well. Since the matter is already over. Let just be it buhs.
Bi, here it goes again.
For you. I type it out.
Suddenly, I realise that without you in my world everything doesn't seems right.
Its not something that any girl can replace it or i will get use to when without you.
The feeling you gave me is so diff from other girl.
I know you'll say without you everything is still the same.
NO ! I promise you.
Things won't be the same without you.
Cause you've already become a part of my life.
Ya. Not sending you home is my fault.
Making you mood-less is my fault too.
I'm trying my best to be the perfect guy for you.
I'm really trying.
Give me time, My Dear, and I'll prove it to you.
Remember. I want you to be the last and of cause i wan to be your last too.
Please don't hide things to yourself anymore as 1 day I'll go crazy cause of it
Didn't i told you before? I hate being kept in the dark.
Isn't it better for you to tell me instead of posting it at blog?
I know blog is somewhere you can express your feelings.
But Bi, isn't me there for you to complain about everything that you are aren't happy with?
I myself tend to think a lot when you're not happy or mood-less or even when you're angry at someone else instead of me.
Like i said. I cares a lot for everything you tell me and the way you treat me.
Because I do love you.
Without BROTHER'S is still the same.
But definitely not without YOU !
I don't want disappoint you cause I've disappoint other's a lot of time already.
Other's peeps don't believe that i will last with you due to my *reputation*.
Cause they think I'm still the same old ADRIAN who known as a PLAYBOY.
But Bi, you're the only 1 who can see the changes in me.
Cause you're starting to change me.
And i will make you become history.
THE LONGEST GIRL THAT ADRIAN EVER STEAD WITH & THE 1ST GIRL THAT ADRIAN EVER LOVE SO MUCH !
I did not want to message you this as it is not sincere enough.
So maybe by telling you face to face will be more sincere or even touching enough to let you cry.
*But too bad, you didn't cry*
Because i want to let you know how much I LOVE YOU, how much you meant to me, how i feel for you.
I want you to feel my heartbeat.
Every word i put in a lot of feelings.
Because I know our love is full of ROMANCE.
finally. I LOVE YOU :D
and I'm really sorry for what happen earlier on the phone.
really sorry. i know I've apologize a lot of time this week.
trust me. things will get better somehow.
so lets just keep making our r/s full of ROMANCE :D
; Its All About You, My Love