Its 1st Dec 2oo8. Damn. This month is so gonna be a long month for me as my girlf is goin overseas for 1 whole month! Sigh! 1st Dec. FCUK YOU!
I was feeling so depress yesterday. The reason is none other than her goin overseas. And some more the stupid whether yesterday like following my mood. ZZ. When I feel like crying, the sky somehow turns grey. But of cos I didnt cry, but somehow the sky like understand wad I'm feeling deep in my heart.
1 whole month cant see you.
Cant listen to your voice.
Cant hug you.
Cant disturb you.
Cant........Sigh!
I hate this feeling. I hate the feelings of departing! Can anyone save me?
People might say:Aiyo. 1 month only. Go find other girl for the time being 1st luhr.
I will say:FUCK YOU! If you're me, you wouldnt even have this kind of thoughts. Still call yourself a FRIEND? __
Bi.
I will miss you tremendously too kay? 1 whole month leh.
When you're back, I'm so gonna spend all my time with you crapping,joking and camWAR-RING. Ha!
Have been chatting on the phone with you before even we got together. Its like a standard procedure that every night I will call you up and chat. Suddenly 1 month cant chat with you. Sigh! And 1 whole month cant receive your message!
People might say us wont last long. Well. Who knows? Maybe, Probably, Perhaps .. We might last long yea? Ha!
Idk what to type anymore. Cos I think from the start of this post. I'm like comforting myself?
No one understands how I'm feeling right now.
We definitely wont DRIFT. Cos I says so.
This 1 whole month. Im gonna find something to do. So that I could keep myself busy and so that time would pass faster. A job or vacation? Argh! I just wants something that could keep me busy. I will be thinking of you every moment.
I will prove people who disagree this relationship wrong. Cos Im so gonna cherish, dote, love, concern, care, treasure HER !
ATTENTIONREADER'S. I WONT BE BLOGGING TILL THE 21ST DEC. THE REASON I DONT WANNA UPDATE IS BCOS THERE'S NTH FOR ME TO UPDATE. COS MY GIRLF IS OVERSEAS. SO THERE'S NO OUTING WITH HER CAN UPDATE.
Till then. Sayonara~
11.21.o8 <3
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